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“Judy, Judy, Judy” is what I said when I read Judy’s essay below. Everything she said resonated with me, so even though I don’t know her, she gave me permission to share it here with all of you.
Just in case you are unaware, “Judy, Judy, Judy” came from Cary Grant’s delivery in several lines in Only Angels Have Wings.. ‘In the film his former girl friend is called Judith or Judy (played by Rita Hayworth). I think the title of the movie it is so apropos!
The title of Judy’s essay is Epiphanies. On the Dictionary app on my phone the definition of epiphany is as follows: a sudden, intuitive perception of or insight into the reality or essential meaning f something, usually initiated by some occurrence or experience.
As a young child in Catholic school we observed the Epiphany on January 6. Epiphany is a Christian feast day that celebrates the revelation of God incarnate as Jesus Christ. In Western Christianity, the feast commemorates the visit of the Magi to the Christ Child, and thus Jesus’ physical manifestation to the Gentiles.
Now you can “feast” on Judy’s epiphanies:
“Well, what a day Wednesday (1/13/21) was! It was noted on one of my calendars as Epiphany, and I had to look it up. Turns out it WAS a day of epiphany for me.
I had been on a rant, sending out information that was inflammatory, some of it absolutely true, as well as disturbing. Upon checking in with my Self it became apparent I was feeling angry with the weight of the world upon my shoulders. Why are people allowing the movement of censorship, lies, propaganda and undermining of our basic rights?!
I wanted to tell the whole world we can’t let this become the norm for life. We want freedom, truth, integrity, unity…….don’t we? That’s when I realized there is no “we”, only us and them…a crushing blow to my sense of well being… Then, the epiphanies…synchronicity happened…
As I listened to my favorite spiritual teachers while preparing for work it was as though they were speaking directly to me. Dear Judy, when someone rings a bell, you’re not hearing the bell. What you experience is the VIBRATION that moves out from the bell…you hear it as a tone, can feel it as energy. Epiphany number 1…we don’t experience each other on a physical, visual level as much as receiving the vibration being projected. Yikes! What am I doing by projecting, sharing all the woes of the world by gathering and passing out the dirty low down? … which lead to Epiphany #2.
What you damn damns you back…basic to the teaching I follow. I was sending out info that was certainly damning of a person, a group, a belief. I thought it was a good thing to be informed. The problem, the truth is as beings we can hold all sorts of different levels of intention. When I truthfully looked at my intention it wasn’t clean and pure…I was angry and at war. What you damn damns you back…yep, can’t be in a high state of being and have those thoughts, feelings, because you have to go to a lower vibe to express those issues – and then you’re in the same damned energy you’re criticizing.
Epiphany #3…. A friend sent me response to his friend who had sent a YouTube with Simon Parkes devulging an update on “urgent and secret,” ‘for my eyes only’, obligatory revealing of limited and juicy “prognostications.” My friend noted “and, no doubt, these Internet frauds engendered hope in the disenfranchised and contributed to a wartime state of mind with unsophisticated conservatives”. WHAT!? Me, “unsophisticated conservative?!” “Wartime state of mind”!? I realized The Great Spirit was, once again, tapping me on the shoulder and, through my friend, was showing me how poorly I’ve been behaving. It actually made me laugh out loud. I had been gently humbled, and felt an upsurging of gratitude.
In further exploration of errant impulse I was lead back to the core stimulation, rationalization of my actions…FEAR. In striving to manifest a higher being in this human form the teaching is very clear…all actions that divide people from one another, one from self, are based in one thing – FEAR. Alas, in my brave way of exposing the louses of our government I was totally engaged in fear. Fear does nothing but beget more fear. Then it grows and grows until there is an outward expression via war, revolution, killing, suppression, propaganda, lies…all those issues I have been frenetic about…from my own fear…fear creating more fear…complete separation from spirit and the guidance of a higher power.
I know there’s a lot more to say, moving forward, but I’m making a concerted effort to get out of the way and let it flow through my heart, not mind. Needless to say this has been a wonderful turning point of perspective for me. I love you all, and truly apologize for sending out my fearful vibe, no matter how subtle and camouflaged…. What to do next is cooking in my being. I can feel it, but it’s not clear just how to describe the details…am turning it over to the partnership I have regained with The Great Spirit in my unfolding, and will reveal when the time is right…timing is everything, you know!!!
In the meantime, live in peace. Create peace in your expression and send it from your heart. Let not fear be your guiding light…it slips in through the cracks and takes over. There is a great deal more going on in Earth life than we can possible know or understand. If we quiet our minds, our emotions, our wants and don’t wants, there is a river of love, support and truth beyond our imaginings that flows within us… and without us… Judy”
Thank you Judy Mersky! Please share any of your epiphanies with us. Next blog I will share mine from my Soul to Soul Communication class that I finish next month. I have not forgotten:)